Each testimony ( Chapter 29 )

I have this kind of gift, since i was a teenager, or even before, that it has been so easy for me to write, poems, back then letters to an imaginary lover, letters to my friends, the fact is, it was always within me, i didnt realize it is a gift until i became an adult and it helped me as a therapy too. I remember when my friends used to ask me to write for their GF a romantic letter like if they wrote it, and i did, many many times, most of them got the girl they wanted because of my romantic letters. The thing is, when i started to grow, from teenager to an adult, i stopped to care about it, then the technology came and nobody ever ask me for my poems again, and personally i thought it was some kind of season of my life, not that it was trascendental to me. Later, many years later, i found myself in a really sad situation, it was part of my journey and something i had to go through, then i found this book called The Magic, that said i should write a 28 pages of thankful notes, as i was feeling like no energy at all, having a very low vibration at that time, i said ok im going to do it, this book says there are million reasons of why, we can be thankful and we dont even know. The truth is, i was already done with the book law of attraction and few others like, erroneous zone and few more books that were taking me to this place, without even knowing it was the purpose. So i took a new notebook and started to write 10 thankful lines in one note, every single night before i went to sleep, when i started i thought, what if i repeat the same reason? does it counts? what is i cant make it to 28 pages? then .... somehow my inner self said, do it, and it will come to you, do it and you will see, so i did it, i started and it was a good feeling to me, knowing how sad i was, and how i was feeling, that i was still able to write reasons of why i am thankful. As i started i didnt even notice i reached the page number 28, so it became a whole book of 288 pages saying why i am thankful and what i am thankful for! Of course i didnt realize it while doing it, but when i finish, i ask to myself, it was suppose to be 28 pages or did i get it wrong? I was so happy! that i went so far from what it says i should do, that changed my mood, my life, my feelings!