Part of everything ( Chapter 29 )

It is not a simple thing to understand how we are one. While we continue growing and evolving, we start to feel and see different, well, most of us, does. In this growing process, we start to find out, how important everything and everyone is, how every little thing matters, how one desicion can change our lives and someone else life. How one single step forward, one little move can affect who is right beside us, and who is miles apart from us. How this place is all aligned and connected, how we are united even in a fake separation, havent we heard how many people have met each other across the world? fall inlove having houndred of miles physically separated from each other? Haven't we listen to the songs that were written from musicians that we dont even know and probably, we never will. Haven't we have too many experiences like this? To think it is so crazy to realize we are all connected. We are, and this to me is one of the most beautiful feelings i could have, to know in a certain way, if we are all connected, nobody is truly alone! That is the information we need to keep in mind. Loneliness was, and still one of the saddest feeling most of us went through, yet, we walk in the street, we go to the market, we take a bus, and there are many people around us, and we dont see them, we think as they are strangers, they dont exists for us. This is why we feel there is no one else who cares, and how someone else would care? if we walk in this world like if we are the only one. We set the rules, and we complain about it. How about going out alone, talking to a stranger, smiling to someone around, or just passing by saying hi! We think that is not " Normal " again, we set the rule of what normal means, and then again, we complain about having a " too normal life " How do we live in this circle, not seeing it is us who are constantly creating our reality without being aware of it. Nothing just happens, we are making it happen, at least thinking about it, feeling it, and so putting it out in the Universe. I am not saying it is easy to live manifesting, i know myself, and it is a day by day lesson and practice, i am here to go with you, to walk with you, to tell you, yes, this is us! we do this all the time, me, you, them, the world, but it doesnt mean we cant change the way we are living today. Feeling alone, in a millions people's world. Maybe that stranger, is having as hard day as you, or me, or even harder, maybe he feels lonely too, maybe he had the worst day and he also feels no one cares. Living with this state of mind, even if we are one, we keep pushing each others away from our lives, we do it over and over again. Lets not take that risk! of meeting someone, of finding new people, of opening doors, of showing our true self, of giving from our heart, and so, we wouldn't get hurt right? Well, thats us! Protecting something we imagine can happen losing the opportunity to know what could really happen, for the fear of what is in our imagination about it. That is not living, i am responsible of this too, i did this too many times, with too many people, just push them away, i thought it was working perfectly, i thought i had the control! what a pleasure right? being in " Control " Well, thank GOD life proved me wrong, life told me hold on, you are not the owner of the total truth here, you did not create this world therefore, stop creating false rules about how to live in it. I am learning as i go, as i am writing right now, i am learning from my own thoughts that naturally came and so i can write to anyone who is or will be reading this. I am not saying lets go take all risks in the world and lets have a full time wild life, but i am saying, lets find balance, equilibrium, lets find a pleasure even if it end up as failure, we cant fail, if that experience left us a lesson, something we can be proud of. We cant call it a mistake anymore, because any risk we took, made us who we are, helped us to become stronger, this means, everything can be a possibility, an opportunity, a test, a new way. Lets not push everybody away! I will try, so i hope you too.